Lack of........

Dear blog readers: I have recently been appalled at my lack of composition skills. In speech my grammar is, for the most part, correct. My sentences are usually constructed well. But for reasons I do not know, I can not put words on paper (in this case blog said words). When I see the blank posting page all my thoughts vanish. It is, I hope, a curable disease. I will try to use all the composition skills I learned in school. I am raising the bar for myself. Hopefully I will be able to meet it. I have been told I am an overachiever. Most people say it negative sense. I do not find it negative. Applying yourself is bad? I think not.